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Showing posts with label Open Letters. Show all posts

24.5.11

From Him With Love...


I Logged on to Facebook a few days ago... too many notifications My goodness.. Among them I was tagged in a note from one of my good friends, Windy. Windy posted this super sweet message which I found really encouraging and incredibly sweet. Love you Winds thanks for posting I will now repost :) (I also stole it from her blog :D which btw... is totally awesome )


I have three words for you. I mean each of them. They will change everything for you, I promise: “I love you.” I love you. I always have and I always will. I’m not going to give up on you. Never. I’m going to keep loving you. I’m going to maintain My faith in you. It’s a given. Even if you are faithless, I remain faithful. I’ve got enough faith for both of us, and I will bring you through. Just tell yourself, “Jesus loves me,” because I do.—In the good times, the bad times, at all times.

30.12.10

To you, my soulmate.

Found this in the "Letter's I'll Never Send" collection... while browsing on the web... It seemed sweet, caring... something I would try to say but never dare...
 
To you, my soulmate.
I would give anything to have my 1 dream come true.
That dream is us, us being together forever. Spending my entire life with you, waking up next to your beautiful face every morning.
Please promise me, that you will never give up on us. No matter what obstacles we’ll face in this life that’s ahead of us cause I know we will.
You need to know that you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me, I know I don’t always show it but the moment you came into my life it changed, for the better. I have this amazing person, my soulmate who I care for even more than myself, who I would do anything in the world for in my life, I will never let you go for you’ve become my life.
You’ve taught me how to love, shown me what a bestfriend is, and how lucky I am to have such a special person.
Some say first love never lasts, but it never dies. I want you to be my only love, to always have this fire that burns brighter throughout the years to come.
I love you to the sun and back, forever.
~ Letters I'll Never Send ~

9.12.10

Birhtday thoughts....

I really should be sleeping... I have a long day tomorrow starting at 6, a dog sleep-walking at my feet and a super tired mind that really can't think... I'mma need a monster drink soon! :D... But i have decided to post anyway... cause I think I need to update... and I feel like writing things down... for the record...

I know this is the beginning of the rest of my life, and things will be as i make them... but today some things were just out of my control and that kinda frustrated me. I think I'm some sort of a control freak... or just really grouchy cos I slept 6 hours last night and I've only got 4 and a half to go on tonight... I really hope I don't faint! it should be a bad start to my year. Anyways.
I kinda feel like my time is running short... there's not enough.... I'm 18! I mean... yeah I really can't panic right now, in a state of half-asleep/half-dead.
In the last 2 days I... found out I'm terrified of big cities... and I panicked and I almost died ... and I learnt that some things I just should stop controlling and Let The Lord do his part... and trust him TRUST HIM!!! and just ... be patient and know he has his perfect timing. and one more thing... He knows best!!
Also I wanna thank all the wonderful people who made my birthday amazing... let me say that again... AMAZING!!! you guys totally rock!!!... You have no idea how many times I've been on the verge of tears for no reason today.... all of you made me smile, laugh and (yeah...) cry... in happiness tfor having you here for me! :D (and because you're all so wonderful!) I totally love you!!! like a million! and I'm soo thankful You're in my life!!
I better sleep now... time is going by fast and I won't be able to sleep at all
sincerely my 18th birthday.... BRING IT ON BABY!!!

5.12.10

Chris!

-Giggles- Would I sound madly in love and a bit biased if I post another post on this man? The man whom I love like no other and whom I have already posted about.... and I still want to post more :D
Well lucky for me, it's his birthday and there is noo way Im'ma gonna pass on this ooportunity to blog about him :D:D
So here's to Chris....

May all your dreams come true
and that sparkle stay in your eye
May you always remember I love you
here's to you, my only guy :)

May the Lord bless you even more
and your life be full of joy!
And that smile you always wore
never wear out of your face my dear boy!

But over all, may your love for him grow
and with each day that passes by
Through the high times ... and the low
May you never give up, and always give it another try.

..... well that was that .... a midnight/last moment composition :)
And may you always remeber, I love you!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

29.11.10

Cause Chris is Aweosme Like That!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Bro!!!
 I sure hope this year has been one of the best! filled with fun and all those things you really like....
Like the funny times....





And the silly times...

And the foolish times




Cheers to you on your Birthday! For a better and greater year!
See you soon!

14.11.10

A little more...

This is a prayer from me to my most beloved in the universe. After a few issues I had with some people at an event I found out I needed some attitude adjustment and I just can't do that by myself.... so I wrote this, from my heart to his!

A Little More

Jesus, please help me to be....

A little more patient, a bit more meek;
a little less selfish, a bit more sweet.
A little more loving, a bit more kind,
a little less doubtful; please give me your mind.

A little more warm, a bit less sane,
a little more thoughtful; a bit less vain.
A little more brigther for the world to see;
a little more of you and a bit less of me.
~Ester

13.10.10

Sandy!


Puukiss!!! -siigh- you're OLD! -giggles- and I'm old :P (how old now 57?)
Dearie, you've been the best of the bestsest friends!!! in all my greatest memories its you there! ever since weeeeeeeee (that's boogah translation for a long-long time :D) whether its barbies or christmas plays or your cats :P stealing cookies, going to the park, painting half our faces black, being complete freaks and the dinosaur.... long walks in the park and a certain soccer game in the rain :D.... stalking the neighbor and having a random weirdo stalk me back :P
you've made life a piece of heaven and today I wish i was there to make yours one too.... 
I hope (and i really really do!) that we get to see each other soooon!!! (like before i go to Africa soon!) and that this year/day/time (whatever) is like the greatest most awesomest and incredible time of your life!!! you only turn 16 once! so seize the day and don't waste time being an old lady! :D you truly are the best friend I've had! :) I love youu!!

27.9.10

Gabooooooo....

Gabooo.... curly fries person-brother :P you're OLD with a capital OLD :P lol yeha lamo i know but whatever. Hope you have a ton and a half of fun!! and that life makes this year as awseome as youa re :D:D Love you and have a great year!!

Nicie :)

To an older sister whom I dearly love.
I truly admire you! and I have to say you're one of the best sisters life could have awarded me with. You taught me a lot thought the years and for that I am truly greatful!
I pray you have a wonderful birthday! and that you enjoy this year to th ful! may it be the best it can be!
Lots of love and well-wishes to you!!

Angels!

There are many people who have left an impact in my life... some i've known for a lifetime... others I'm getting to know better... truth is, if only I could count up the people who I love and have been true angels in my life... this post would never end! so I'll mention a few... who in my opinion, deserve honorable mention today :)
(Not in order of importance....)


 And a few more..... I really didn't have pics of.... :D
guys, you've made a difference in my life ... and for that I thank you! :)

    22.7.10

    26!

    Dad, mom, this one's for you.

    I know it takes a bit more then preserverance to hold on to each other for over a quarter of a century :) and I know raising 12 kids is NOT easy... especially 12 kids like us :D all that to say, guys you're amazing! I admire you! you're quite an example to follow.... :)

     And I have to say....
    Happy Anniversary!! hope this years is awesome for both of you!! yeah I gotta have honorable mention here (round of applause :)

    22.6.10

    Dan!!

    OMG!! Dan! I almost... forgot to mention you here :D :D but i dind't! :) and that's what's important!
    Man you're old!! ahah no not really ... just one day older then yesterday really... like we have to take things one day at a time... :)  I still remeber when you were... 16! gosh and you took of for China of all places!! I admire you and your courage, the strength you've somehow gotten to keep on going ahead :) and wow... You've been through a lot and it amazes me that you're still alive and kicking some devil butt!! you never give up like a good man of faith and that my brother... is admirable!
    I know this year has a lot in store for you. I pray and hope this year will be the best yet!
    Love you and miss you tons.... maybe someday i will join you in your adventures.... or take up where you left off  :)

    23.4.10

    Lucy!

    You were always the 'big sis', the one i wanted to be like when i grew up, my role model :). gee... you taught me how to read, write, (and art... i think), and i wouldn't be surprised if you were the one who taught how to walk and talk.
    You were there for me a lot of times and even tho you moved out and i grew up, and a lot changed in me, you have always been one of my fav. sisters (shh don't tell the rest :D).
    I hope this year is the best yet! Love you and hope to see you soon.

    31.3.10

    Megs!!

    Oh no!! I promise I didn't forget... its just cause things have been so hectic... and then my pc went looney and blah blah (I know there's no reason for me to be late) sigh okei, now I will say this (with capital letters for a better effect)... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!... altho a tiny bit belated.... well if I can't be first, I'll have to be the last right? :D:D ho ho okei I think Josh has something to say now...

    You're the best ever, and I could never hope for more!you're amazingly HOT! and I have no idea why you love me! You're the awesomest and I think I'm gonna marry you one day! I'm forever yours!! When you're not on, I have to listen to my annoying brother and sister (and that drives me insane) but when you go on, you make all my problems go away... you're amazing, the best love I ever had  (omg i'm so bad at this), so i'll end it here... I love you so much!

    Darnn I'm sooo sorry this got to you so late... oh well.. I love you girl! you rock, rock awesome!!

    25.3.10

    Re: Update on baby William



    Guyss!! Just got news.... and updates on William.... Thank you sooo much to all of you out there praying for him! this means the world to me!!

    So the main thing is this... he's getting better... but he still needs a LOT of prayers both him and his parents... 

    Got a letter from Anim's dad (who is with her at this time)... here's an except of it...

    Here's the main points summarized for prayer request that we see at this time: 

     > Deliverance from this serious, life threatening skin disease
     > For praise for the healing of wounds Jesus has performed already - an emaciated entire ear, raw & bloodied - now almost normal shape & the red soreness down to one tiny small spot; wonderful progress in the healing of a large, open, burn-type sore surrounding his belly button/umbillical cord tip - about 70% healed; his left leg, from the toe up to a little above his knee, raw to the point of almost being down to the muscle tissue - now healed aproximately 40- 50% 
     > Continued healing of present flesh wounds
     > Against scarring, and body parts - hands, arms, feet & legs, fingers & toes etc. - losing range of motion as new skin tissue forms. 
     > Protection from side effects of morphine & pain killers.
     > Against infection of any sort - our main enemy at this time - for miraculous protection for William's vulnerable open wounds.
     > Against the blisters reaching into William's eyes & effecting his vision & sight.
     > Against blistering in William's mouth & throat, that could potentially make feeding extremely difficult.
     > Against developing a diaper rash - which of course could be very complicated to deal with on top of everything else.
    >For William's health overall, against any sickness whatsoever. Even a simple cold could disrupt his eating, which is so very vital to his skin's healing process right now.
     > For the Lord & His spirit helpers to minister to William's sweet spirit. 
     > For the staff & all of us to find the least painful & best way to dress & treat his wounds to aid in new skin tissue to grow (so far, the dressing changes have been pretty traumatic for the little fellow, and a real challenge to perfect – it was once daily, but now we're trying every other day) and also maintain his comfort through the correct delicate balance of pain medicine. (update today: his dressing change went very well, and we were finished in a record time of only ONE hour, as opposed to FOUR hours of painful crying & screaming! – TYJ! And it was done with very little discomfort to William, and best of all, once the old dressing was removed, it revealed his skin tissues healing wonderfully!! – PLEASE keep praying, Dear Family!!)
     > For continued good relations & unity with the staff. Also for witnessing opportunities with each of them.
     >  For our sample & witness.
     > For our physical & spiritual strength & stamina.
     > For Anim's continued faith, strength, peace & trust. She's been an incredible sample to all of calm strength, and winning the respect & admiration of many, and the comment of one of the main Doctors saying he "is very impressed by her".
     > For good, feeding Word time, & personal time with Jesus.
     > For Anim's continued recovery from her childbirth - (which she did WONDERFULLY at)
     > For the Lord's supply & finances for personal needs & housing during William's soon coming long-term care.
     > For Ezra, of Anim, William's daddy, to secure a visa to be able to come to the U.S. to join us & be with his family. 

     Just look at him... isn't he the most adorable thing ever?! totally worth praying for ;)
    okei, there's a lot happening just so much i don't have time to post anything else... :O:O i knoww but yes and please please continue to keep him in your prayers!! I know the lord can do it, I just know it! okei i have to end the post here... I love you!

    19.3.10

    Desperate prayer Needed!

    Desperate prayer needed!

    From Windy's Blog...

    20 03 2010
    Estie’s  2 day old baby nephew (William) is in a very serious condition. He has what is called Epidermolysis bullosa or also commonly known as the Butterfly disease. This sickness causes his skin to open up in blisters similar to a 3rd degree burn whenever any sort of friction (including touch) is applied to his skin.
    So please, keep him in your prayers as many children don’t survive this disease because the pain is very severe and they can’t handle it, and the ones that do… well, this sickness is for life, which means the sores are for life.
    Please, please, please pray that the Lord will do a miracle and completely heal her from this disease even though there is not a cure and nothing doctors can do, we have the best doctor in the whole universe!
    But also, if it’s His will for this little baby boy to go back to his arms, that it will be very easy for Anim and her husband.
    So please, I ask you to join this prayer chain and re-post this in your own blog and send it to your email contacts. United prayer has amazing power, so let’s do all we can to see this miracle through!
    Anim and Ez, we will be praying for you! Keep on going strong for the Lord, when we are weak, it is then that HE is strong and through him NOTHING is impossible! The Lord knows what’s best, and I know it will all work out in the end! We love you!

    Thanks so much Windy! I really appreciate you posting this... Love you!!

    16.3.10

    I LOVE YOU!



    From Jesus:
    I love you! There doesn't have to a be a reason or an explanation for it, and there is no need for words to describe anything.
    It's a fact and there should be no doubt... I love YOU! I'm crazy for you, hopelessly, completely and utterly in love with you! There is nothing I would not do for you and I would do anything to make you happy!
    Your failures and your flaws... I overlook them all and everything I see you do is beautiful. You are wonderful, amazing, beautiful, and I.... love you!
     Human words fail to describe the magnitude of my love for you which is perfect, whole, pure.
    Each person I have placed in your life and everything that makes you smile (a friends, a lover, a thought), it's all but a drop in the ocean of my never ending love for you.

    My love for you is constant, it's always there, it is something you can rely on; somewhere to run to when in need, it is never changing, yet always growing.
    And ever though you may fall and your mind is weak, even though your frail human nature tends to pull you down and apart, my love will be there to understand, pick you up, to pull you back together and help you try again.
    So honey dear, come to me, let me wrap you up in the whirlwind of my love; let the rush of it sweep over you and clear you mind. Close your eyes and feel my love around you....
    Because I... I LOVE YOU!

    23.2.10

    Dancing...


    I don't feel like sitting here anymore, all alone in this cold, wet place. I don't want to talk about nonsense and laugh as if it were funny...
    I want to dance. Slowly, softly; I want to wrap my arms around you and bury my face on your shoulders. I want to feel your arms tightly wrapped around me as we move slowly to the tune our heartbeats encore.
    I don't care if people think it crazy that I want to hold you, just hold you; no words, no dirty thoughts, no awkward feelings. Just you, me and our heartbeats.
    I feel like I could spin and twirl around the room, as long as I'm safely in your arms, tightly held close to you.
    I want to feel your breath rushing over my neck; I want to hear you whispering... anything and everything that goes through your mind as we stare into each others eyes.
    And with the last spin our lips meet, with a passionate embrace we say farewell. Waiting, expecting our next meeting... and with a sigh-- the connection cuts.

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