I need to say it....

(Don't cheat!)

I trust you!

This morning I awoke... kinda groggily... Johnny cam in the room and said... "Well, there's still 15 minutes left" -Oh great, snooze time- :)
I closed my eyes and instantly, I was in this forest. Lush greenery all over... beautiful, amazing. I walked over to where I could hear a river flowing by... I could tell I wasn't alone. I got to the edge of the river and somehow I knew I was supposed to get to the other side; so I stood there feeling useless.
Jesus came up to my side and grabbed my hand; he squeezed it reassuringly as he looked into my eyes. He said, "Do you trust me?" I looked at him... puzzled. He took a step towards the water. -Still puzzled- "I trust you." I said with insecurity. He pulled me with him towards the water and said, "Do you trust me?" I stood there incredulously... -I think I know what's coming- "I ... I trust you." Butterflies filled my stomach.... -Yeah, I know what's coming- He said to me, "Then, come with me."

I walked over right besides where he was standing, as we stepped on the water... I was nervous, and I tried not to look down... it was impossible to look down when I was looking at his face.
He held my hand and talked to me... about intimate things. He told me so much, I wish I had recorded it... I realized then that we didn't cross the river... we were walking along with the flow... he kept talking to me, reassuring me, telling me things... I was scared cause I knew something was coming up... not only here and now but in my "real life"... Almost as if he read my mind, He reassured me He'd be there for me ... always... He spoke such sweet word... and again... I wish i could have recorded them.

We walked along the water to where we got to the edge of a waterfall. He turned to look intently in my eyes, "Do you trust me?" -It was impossible not to at this point- insecurely I said... "I trust you." And once more He said, "Do you trust me? even if what I ask of you seems like too much, even when you feel hopeless and trying times beat you, when your patience is tried and you're at the end of your rope... when the road gets dark ahead and you can't see a thing... Do you trust me?"

I bit my lip as I looked down the waterfall. In my mind I saw things I won't even try to remember; then all the past reassurance flooded my mind washing away all the doubts and fears. I looked into His eyes as I inwardly I let go of everything. My plans, my future, my present, my fears, my hopes and dreams... everything... except for Him. "I trust you."
He smiled and held me tight in his arms. As he let go of me He said, "Come with me." And He stepped out into thin air... -I couldn't help myself- "Seriously?" He smiled and held out His hand as he said, "You didn't actually think I'd let you fall... did you?"
A tingle of excitement filled the air. I took his hand and stepped into thin air as I looked into his face and said, "I trust you!"

Tuesday!!

Hoho! Tuesday, Tuesday.... man such a nice day it was... what did make it so nice? weall the fact that I had Sandy here with me for a couple of hours :D -smugness- yesh! Sandy finally came to visit me... ofc picture session was a must :D so yes, here's what...

This would be Susie and I :D

Me, sandy, Johnny

Swimming in flowers :)

Um.. yeah :D

Sandy (standing), Susie (down there with me :)

And another one... (forgive the creepy faces)

No caption... :D

In the kiddie house!!

Me.... :D

So after taking these pics i went to look for nice places ... and had to take fluffy (my dod) with me... then this stupid dog just suddenly attacked him.... so I panicked and did the stupidest thing (yeah you guessed), I put my hand right there in the middle of everything.... the idiotic dog just BAM! bit me.... so yeah mom freaked out and wanted me to go have a vaccination.... yuck! i refused... hoho but i did have to eat like 3 Humongous garlics..... yuck!! but oh well at least i didn't have to get the injection.... eeekk

My ouchie ... :(

Oh well it looks nastier now that's healing up... seriously.... i think i'm getting rabies.... AHH!!

Just a smile

 

I find it hard to reconcile,
My mind to the fact that just a smile,
A kind word said to edify,
A song to still an infant’s cry,
A task that can seem so very small,
Something you’d rather not do at all,
Obedience to the will of the King,
Some joy that a little note brings,
Or a hug, a kiss, and sweet affection,
Can help us see past imperfections,
So it’s true that we should use love more,
And as we do, we’ll see it opens a door,
  To a better life, like heaven here,
When all together in love we draw near,
To the Master who alone can show us the way,
  But He is faithful, if we will pray,
You’ll see it is well worth your while,
And in others will oft’ be reflected your smile.

--By Chris... :)

Ricky!

Happy birthday Rick! I hope this year is the most amazing, most incredible birthday ever!... and not only the day but the whole year in itself! wish you the best (cause that's what you deserve!) Love you!

Sigh...

Its one of those day, where you wake up with the feeling of being loved. I had someone die for me and love me enough as to come back to life, so I could live with him... I don't think he thought about all the pain he went through when he did, i don't think he thought about death and how he was gonna spend three nights in hell.... i believe he thought about us, and the eternal thankfulness we would feel toward him, the love he was sowing for us to reap. can you measure the amount of love it took him to do this? This perfect, unconditional, amazing, immeasurable love! for surely he IS the king of Love... and what else can I do, but love him back the best way i can.


 

Hoho!

and again here I am... its past 1:45 am but hey its not bad, its been a long tireding and not-so good day but hey, i'm up with my cousin and she's awesome! yay! this is fun... whallala okei i shoudl really go to sleep -yawn- noooo this is too fun....

I feel like....

OMG its moving!!! hahaha okei ..... part of midnight lunacy... remember? :D:D

ok... ok i get the pic.... i will go to bed goodnight... but....no i can't ....
I hate Clara.... for tonite... she had my father ordered to tell me she would sleep on the bed I chose to sleep... i'm tired okei? i've been out all day long doing some OR and just when i want to sleep... nooo she comes in and ruins my night... o well tyj i guess ... -yawn- no!
okei i'll go enjoy myself you guys, have an awesome day cause I love you!! muahahah nightyy!! :D:D hoho!!

About me Series Pt. 1

okei so um... i filled out these questionnaire thingies that say about me.... but they're like super lengthy... they are um... separated by themes so right now I'll post the first two and later on (some other day) I'll post the rest k? :) here's what:

The Basics

Hair Color:	Technically it'd be considered as black...
Eye Color:	Dark brown
Height:	I'm average....
Profession:	I'm a professional Missionary!!! and I love it!!
Relationship Status:	Noneofyour..... nahaha... its complicated....
Religious Views:	I love Jesus, Mama and the Family and I support all they stand for
What's Your Sign?:	Like the stop sign?
Any Siblings?:	10 older, 3 younger puahahhaha
Shoe size:	why would anyone want to know that? .....
Where were you born?:	In a hospital
Innie or Outie:	both
Righty or Lefty?:	I'm bidestrial... (Yeah I just invented that word... means i can use both hands amazingly) :D
Any pets?:	Heheh yeaahh
What month were you born in?:	December

My Favorites

Favorite Color:	Rainbow color!!!
Favorite Car:	Lamborghini, Aztek, corvette
Favorite Movie:	I like way too many movies to pick a fav
Favorite Hobby:	I love art, music, chatting, poetry, dance, reading, writing, blah blah blah...
Favorite Song/Singer:	I donno.... all the music on my PC
Favorite Book/Author:	I donno... I like a lot...J.R.R. Tolkien, Sydney Sheldon, C.S.Lewis,
Favorite School Subject:	NOT Math....
Favorite Vacation Destination:	My uncle's cabin in Canada.... it amazing!
Favorite Food:	Like the kinda food you can eat.... nahah umm... Ice creamm!!
Favorite Restaurant:	El Corral del Taco!! best tacos in town!
Favorite Animal:	methinks a parrot... or a husky dog or sumthing
Favorite Store:	ohh i donno
Favorite Celebrity :	Johnny Depp!!!
Favorite Childhood Friend:	Sandy!!
Favorite Childhood Memory:	My C'mas pageants....
Favorite Baby Name:	'Toile
Favorite Person In Your Life:	Well all of my friends are favorites ;) and so are family....
Favorite Possession:	my laptop :D
Mall Store:	The guitar Center
Favorite Fast Food Restaurant:	Um.. subway or sumthin like that (not a real fast food fan)
Comedian:	Jim Carrey
Sandlot or Little Rascals:	oh..both
Favorite Holiday:	Nu Years... I think
Favorite Number:	13, 8, 9, and 7
Favorite Hard Candy:	Candy Ringss!!
Favorite Month:	December or july (cause it rains a lot)
Favorite Flower	Roses... :D
Favorite Ice Cream:	:O I have to pick a favorite? that's just mean!
Favorite Smell:	Clean smell...
Favorite Drink:	Pina Colada on a hot day, hot cocoa on a cold night ;)
Favorite Cartoon Character:	Charlie... the unicorn
Favorite kind of pants:	Cargo pants on guys!!! ;;)