Sugar Boat

Something really random I thot I should post since I haven't posted anything at all.... enjoi!

Sugar Boat


Where the streams meet the Ocean
and love is more than an emotion
where words turn into actions
'cause of the law of attraction
where the Sugar Boat floats
and you hear the sweetest notes
that is where you'll find me
it is there you'll see me

When the roses bloom at sea
and the scent reminds you of me
when things don't make much sense
the confusion in your head is inmmense
when the Sugar Boat melts in your tea
and you know you found the key
that is when you'll find me
it is then you'll see me

Where the Oceans turn sweet
Ah... the City of golden streets
where the fish can fly
and birds swim... if they try
where the Sugar boat rests
and peace abides in the hummingbird's nests
that is where you'll find me
it is then you'll see me.

A real boyfriend

I got this email some time ago.. I thought it was sweet :D

Enjoy :)

A Real Boyfriend

I dont care if you are a guy or a girl!
Just read this, it will make a difference.
If only everyone could see this and understand it.

Don't talk about other girls around her.

When she stares at your mouth, Kiss her.

When she pushes you or hits you cuz she thinks shes stronger than you , Grab her and dont let go.

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough, Kiss her and tell her you love her.

When she's quiet, Ask her whats wrong...

When she ignores you, Give her your attention.

When she pulls away, Pull her back.

When you see her at her worst, Tell her she's beautiful.

When she's scared, Protect her.

When she teases you, Tease her back and make her laugh.

When she looks at you with doubt, Back yourself up.

When she says that she loves you, she really does more than you can understand.

When she grabs at your hands, Hold her's and play with her fingers.

When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

When she looks at you in your eyes, dont look away until she does.

When she says it's over, she still wants you to be hers.

When she reposts this bulletin, she wants you to read it.

Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything.

When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go.

When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you.

Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her.

Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid.

Give her the world.

Let her wear your clothes.

When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.

Let her know she's important.

Kiss her in the pouring rain.

By... Someone

Charlie Part 2!

the second part, enjoy. Cheers

... Oh and 'put a bannana in your ear!'

Charlie The Unicorn

ahh well I haven't posted anything at all in a while... i guess i was just too lazy to keep up with all that's going on... heh anyways I got into watching these silly cartoons... which i(or sandy) probably already sent to you... or you got from another source i donno... but anyways just for those who have never seen it ppl. here is Charlie... enjoy

Changes!!

Hey y'all... ohh long time no post :D I know!! its been AGES!!! and believe me i was actually planning on posting more stuff for y'all but man this has been a terribly busy month!

first of all... I forgot how to rhyme.... hmm... too bad for all of you fans... :( altho if i ever get something random and nice i'll be sure to post it :D

secondly, I was on this long long road trip... 3 weeks!! gosh that was kind of exhausting :P

then thirdly uhh... i think some ppl. were getting bored of my poetry soo...

tata tatan....

I am now announcing... A new Blog member... Linneus Lennon…(my blog-mate) and also a change in blog! the theme and all... i'm just ganna post completely random and funny and odd stuff here.. witty... :P vids, pics, songs and articles… things to bring a smile to your face.

(I’ll try to put sum poetry too)

Hop this change isnt so... dramatic... for you fans :D

Loove YOU!!!

For Sandy!!

For Sandy!!

You're the best of my friends

The coolest of the coolest ever

An angel only heaven sends

Yeah, we've known each other forever

Through the laughter and tears

You’ve been with me all the way

The friendship through the years

Has only grown stronger each day

You have been a ray of light

The brightest sun beam of my day

All throughout my darkest night

You assured me that it'll be okay

Angels like you are rare in kind

The type that really carry you through

And I thank God I was able to find

In this terrible world... someone like you!

Sandy, you have no idea of how much I value our friendship, its' been 10 years that would have really sucked without you there! (Oh how time flies by) I just wanted to say thanks :) for every bit of support you've shown me, for being there for me all this time, for actually trying to understand a maniac like me :P

I love you girly!! You are one of a kind! Keep going for the Lord!

… Did I mention… you loved me enough to adopt me! :P

What have I been up to...?

Hee hee... I know its been some time since I posted ANYTHING!! gulp!

Not that I don't love you! quite the contrary... its just that i haven't been so.... inspired lately cause... cause... oh well 

Anyways I got invited to the ECHO activity this month yay! it was quite the thing! 

We went to play gotcha, all the teens in the are were invited as well as some YA's and SGA's and I must say it was wonderfully lovely... (that doesn't include the part about some slight bruises and cuts around my body, and having to wake up at 4:30 am to avoid traffic jams and be on time) we also went to this beautiful forest-natural reserve right there (in mexico city)... who wolud have thought Mexico City had such lovely places...

Oo well a picture tells a thousend words right? so here's a couple of them!

Meet Elle... and family

I went that I went to visit my visitant nephews and niece

and I thot they were the cutest of the cutest ever

i agree that you should agree with that 

:P

Dan (the daddy)

Me! and Elle :)

Elle (Or Michelle) (3 weeks)

Jacen (2)

Brian (3)

Sonny (4)

Keith! (7)

Group Shot!

For you Mom!

Mom, this day is special, this is your day

there are things I want to you to know,

thoughts in my heart, words I want to say

what can I do to give the love I want to show?

You've been there for me, to show love and care 

to encourage, to strenghten, to teach,

there was not a day you haven't been there

such a level of dedication is hard to reach

Your love for me has no beggining, no end

its so big, everyone would be able to see

yet the most complex mind would not comprehed

what the love of you, my mother means to me

words aren't enough to describe the way

you showed me how to love the way you do

from year to year, week to week, day to day

i know my mother could only be you

Nothing anyone ever did could really compare

with the things you've been through for me

so to the whole world today, i will declare

you are the best mother a mom could be!

Mom, I know I've been a pain in the ass lately (Specially these last 16 years) I know I never did anything to show you how much I love you, but i want you to know I really do!!

Thanks a whole lot for all your dedication to us (12 kids) the last 30 years or so, i know its not easy, and that makes you an amazing mother!! 

Thanks for supporting me in everything i do and for being there every step of the way, and most of all thanks for being my mum!

I love you!

Electro Gypsy

ppl. u'll love this! 

Electro Gypsy for you all :P

My brother and I were dead bored and we ran into this vid, I loved it!!

the song 'electro gypsy' by savlonic :)

Lyrics are under the vid

Here he is the electro gypsy
In his caravan
It's the future man
See him play a tune upon his Yamaha
A guitar won't do
They are to old skool

Watch him going door to door
Selling Pegs and lucky heather
Dropping fine electric beats
Wearing trousers made of leather

Yama Yamaha
Yama Yamaha
Yama Yamaha
Moog and a Casio

Here he is the electro gypsy
He stands motionless
While he drops a melody
Plays future music long into the night
Till his fingers bleed
Well that's alright

Watch him going door to door
Selling Pegs and lucky heather
Dropping fine electric beats
Wearing trousers made of leather

Yama Yamaha
Yama Yamaha
Yama Yamaha
Moog and a Casio

Yamaha
Yamaha
Yamaha
Yamaha

There he goes the Electro Gypsy
Everywhere he goes
He needs to take a generator
Power is not
What he craves my friend
It's just the means to
His electro end

Stay...

PLEASE STAY…

If you go I’ll feel alone

If you stay I’ll love you more

And with you I feel like I’m at home

Cause you are the one that I adore

So please stay,

Stay here to tell me you love me,

Please don't leave me

I want you tell me how much you need me

The warm May breezes blow

I feel the rain, the clouds, and you

And all I can do is try to show

What I really want to do

The chill is leaving as you come

The rain goes away with your eyes

I know it's more than I’ve felt for some,

But baby, I just can't disguise

So please stay,

Stay here to tell me it'll be alright

Be with me throughout this time

Please stay with me for tonight

If you go I won't hold it against you

I know it's hard to understand

But if you stay, please do be true

Please let me hold your hand

This is How I Feel

THIS IS HOW I FEEL

Distance may keep us away,

and oceans may throw us apart,

but i think of you every day,

I know I should trust my heart.

I dream of you every night,

your laugh, your touch, a smile.

this feeling has to be be right,

you gave my life a new style.

I wish I could hold your hand,

to tell you how i feel about you.

spare the distance, oceans and land,

show you how love stories are true.

You bring out the best of me

something no one ever could do

somehow you made my blindness see

and I want to be the same to you

You gave me a reason to try

and  I found out that it was real

although I really don't know why

but I love you, and this is how I feel.

So you think Elglish is easy?

You think English is easy?

Reprint From the Internet

Let's face it—English is a crazy language. There is no egg in eggplant, nor ham in hamburger, neither apple nor pine in pineapple. English muffins weren't invented in England or French fries in France. Sweetmeats are candies while sweetbreads, which aren't sweet, are meat.

We take English for granted. But if we explore its paradoxes, we find that quicksand can work slowly, boxing rings are square, and a guinea pig is neither from Guinea nor is it a pig.

And why is it that writers write but fingers don't fing, grocers don't groce and hammers don't ham? If the plural of tooth is teeth, why isn't the plural of booth, beeth? One goose, two geese. So one moose, two meese? One index, two indices?

Doesn't it seem crazy that you can make amends but not one amend? If you have a bunch of odds and ends and get rid of all but one of them, what do you call it?

If teachers taught, why didn't preachers praught? If a vegetarian eats vegetables, what does a humanitarian eat? Sometimes I think all the English speakers should be committed to an asylum for the verbally insane. In what other language do people recite at a play and play at a recital? Ship by truck and send cargo by ship? Have noses that run and feet that smell?

How can a slim chance and a fat chance be the same, while a wise man and a wise guy are opposites? You have to marvel at the unique lunacy of a language in which your house can burn up as it burns down, in which you fill in a form by filling it out, and in which an alarm goes off by going on.

English reflects the creativity of the human race, which, of course, is not a race at all.

It Was For You

Ok guys i know this took me some time :D But I finally got sum new stuff! :) hope u like it. 

P.S. This is my very first poem in the "Free Verse" form, never in my life had i used it but this one just sort of "came to me" :P If you like it comment, if you didn't, well comment too :D 

IT WAS FOR YOU

I wrote of a memory, 

The memory of a dream.

A dream of what was a wish,

And might have been real.

A nostalgia for what I never had,

Missing what I wish it would have been,

Holding on to the memory of what never was,

And it was but a dream of you.

I broke down to pieces,

They were a million and one.

It was all for the memory of this,

A dream of what never would have been.

A wish I wished would become true,

Wondering how you put my heart back, 

With nothing but this wish,

And it was none but a wish of you.

I created a fantasy,

Of something i wanted badly.

The dream of things I wanted to be,

And things I wished for the most.

A reality in my heart woken,

This feeling so familiar yet strange,

For a fantasy of wishes and dreams,

And it was all about you.

And i would trade, 

the memory which was,

a dream to be true,

this wish I desire,

my heart that was healed,

a fantasy which was real,

and a woken reality,

all... just for you.

Yay!

So Sandy and Sue cme back through :) I was really happy to be with them and to talk all night (untill 3:00am to b precise) about boys and music 

 

Flowers, Flowers and Sandy :D

 

We were trying to overhear her conversation :P

So we went up the phone line, incase anyone else had heard...

Dreaming....

AM I DREAMING...

Dreaming of you an your lips
Your embrace what a paradise divine
Already missing your touch, your fingertips
Your smile, it makes me shine

Dreamy eyes, what a peaceful sight
Your taste is so heavenly, I would say
The way you make me feel is so right
Will you be here for me today?

I love that way that you touch me,
The smell, the sight, it's you
The touch, the way you turn my key
Your love, your way of getting me through

The way we talk about nothing at all
And for hours I could hear your voice
Even if you can only afford a 3 minute call
With you around I can hardly keep my poise

Silly! Someone once told me
To try to describe your charms
But I’m dying for you to hold me
You make me feel so special in your arms

It’s your laugh that I love
It’s the way you make me smile
It’s like you're an angel from above
And I almost seem so... vile

It’s more than just butterflies
More than what some think it to be
It’s that shine in your eyes
It’s what you have been to me

I see your way of helping others
Your way of being so kind
How you do care for your brothers
I can't get you out of my mind

I don't feel worthy of you
It’s the way you're making me feel
You’re too good to be true
Your love is almost unreal

I know you love me the way I am
And I’ll say I love you too
Because I really do, damn!
I really do love you!

Heaven....

IT FEELS LIKE HEAVEN...
It feels like heaven when I'm with you,
And when our eyes lock in a gaze can't help but want you,

I can still feel your lips touch mine,
Oh what a wonderful memory of that night,
When I kissed your lips oh so fine,
When in my heart you put on that light.

A new hope, a new dream, a new love,
You, the one that captured my soul,
Indeed an angel from above,
And a heart that's made of gold,
Cannot be torn apart.

All those sleepless nights and restless days,
Only made me think of you in many more ways.

It feels like heaven when I’m with you,
And when you're close to me, I can’t help but know it is true,

And to know that you love me is more than love,
It’s love that begets love and surely it is from heavens above,
And when love talks about love, love knows I am in love,
For you my love, my all, dear angel from above,
Know that I, with you, am in love


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Missin' You

Missin' You


My heart holds a special feeling for you
Lately in my dreams you have been
‘Cant understand but I know it’s true
Even if it’s clearer than water has ever been

Love is the greatest thing in heaven or earth
But love isn’t love without you
Love can wash away all doubt or hurt
That’s why for me, love is you!

I don’t know what the future may hold
But love lasts forever,
Yes I have been told,
Love is forever

Forever can be an eternity with you
And always can be forever
Yet this life won’t last forever
But an eternity will do

I love you more than words can say
Probably more than love can be
You should know it’s harder each day
To fight the love within me

To do or to be, is something difficult to choose
But I choose to give you my love, my heart my mind
Even if the heart is a thing too valuable to loose
Or too hard to search, and harder to find
It’s far harder to keep it from you, no use
It’s far better than to act blind

I miss you far more than distance can keep us apart
Even if you’re far away, you’re still dear to my heart


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Fun times..

So Sandy and Sue finally decided to visit me!! :) oh and pictures were a must hehe...

Johnny... :D

...But the prettiest will always be

Sandy!! :P

Group Shot!

We were carrying Sue!

(Lov u girly!)

P.S, Sandy, please oh please let me keep this post!! :D

Screw you?? Screw me!!

I had a great laugh when Amy (11) my 'baby sister'(not so baby anymore), came up to my mom one day with a handful of screws and said "Mum, Esther's been dropping these all over." and Johnny (12) just added (in the most innocent tone) "Well that would explain her funny behavior."

Be Yours...

I'LL BE YOURS...

I’ll be yours if you’ll be mine,
Nothing can separate my heart from thine,
Together they are meant to be,
There is no ¨I¨ or ¨you¨ but I’d rather ¨we¨,

But now I find myself missing you too much,
I just couldn't imagine myself as such,
As one who loves in spite of the hurt and shame
And a heart in love one can never blame,

I have felt many a tear rolling down my cheek
Somehow my strength has become weak
Can’t help but cry myself to sleep
Too late to give up now, I’m in too deep

I never imagined how far love can reach,
And how much these lessons could teach,
It’s hard to imagine life without you
I don’t know what I would do
To feel the way I feel when I’m with you.


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I know I’m not perfect and neither will I try to be
‘Cause if I do, I’m afraid I just won't succeed,
But I’ll just be myself for you to try and see,
I'll ask you to dance and I’ll let you lead,
I don't care if you think you'll do the wrong deed
‘Because everything that'll happen will be okay,
And I promise if anything wrong, I’ll take no heed
‘Cause I know I will love you for longer than today.

I can't promise forever ‘cause it's not mine to give,
And I know what you might just say,
But I’ll remember you for as long as I live,
Cause special people have a special day,
And it's never going to be forgotten,
And it really doesn't matter what you do,
Even if this feels so darn rotten,
I’ll remember this night for you.

If you ask me to kiss you I will,
I’ll do my best to go beyond expectations,
Although I’ll try to just shut up and chill,
I think I’m going to try your patience,

Maybe you'll think I’m just plain crazy,
But I love you without limits or time,
Hey baby you look so darn tasty,
Can I ask you to please be mine?
Will you stay up with me all night?
I promise to love you if you do,
And even if you don't, I won't fight,
Can I say it enough? I really love you!

I'll understand if you say that you need space,
I’ll give you all the space you need,
I can set up my very own special place,
But please don't leave me there alone to my own greed,
Cause if I stay so all alone here,
And am left to myself looking to the stars above,
I’ll need you to come and take away my fear,
‘Cause my greatest fear is losing your love.

I know this may sound selfish and maybe I am,
But I want you for myself and no one else can,
Dammit honey I want you as my man,
But I’ll share you, if this is what you want,
Although I hope we don't get to this,
We know everything can happen,
But never too serious to get real pissed,
Cause tomorrow we will be laughin'.

Now that I know that you love me as well,
Breathe into me and make this fantasy real,
I really want this cause I love you like hell,
Will you please? Please make me feel,
Feel the warmth of your body on this chilly night,
It’s been raining for so long as I’ve been awake,
I’ll respect your decision to be right,
But Hun, I’d really hate to fake.


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My version of perfection... You!

PERFECT...

All day is beautiful as far as it goes,
The wind caresses my face with its soft blows,
Refreshes the scenery and tickles my toes,
Your soft warm hands holding mine,
My fingers play with yours as they intertwine
Pleasure of paradise in your lips is oh so fine,

And the brave outstanding look in your eyes,
My heart containing a feeling that never dies,
And letting go of my worries, my imagination flies,
Can’t stop wishing this was true,
'cause I am really missing you,

Knowing that being with you is all I wan to do,
As my soul waits just waits for you,
And my lips long for nothing else than your kisses,
Cause you're the one my heart misses.


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Teary Eyes...

TEARY EYES…

Teary eyes, cold hands
Warm feeling, terrible pain
Memories small that seem grand
I try to keep my mind sane

Playing music, dancing for the moon
Wild movements control my being
From sunset, sunrise and beyond noon
Hoping, believing, ever seeing

Singing to the sound of falling rain
Crying to be happy and free
Without a bit of the so-called shame
So joyous, more than I’ll ever be

Teary eyes, cold glare
Warm look, terrible sight
As into the empty space I stare
Trying so hard to face the light

Feelings come with seasons
Happiness seems to be drowned
Hatred comes in without reasons
Oh dearest joy, finally found

Emotions and pleasures come
And with the passing days they go
When the sands of time are done
Love and joy will overflow


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(Note:) Okay I knoe it sounds kinda emo and stuff, but I was going through sum though stuff at that time :D (Thankk God I got over it :P)

Holding on...

Holding tight to what i know to be right
I know there's no victory without a fight
But a challenge is always accepted with grace
Even then, i know my fears i have to face
If i had to hold on i'll know,
Or even if you ask me to let go
I'll do it because i love you
And i know you'll pull me though
Cause you've always been there for me
Strong? yes, for you i'll be
But be here when i call
Please don't let me fall
Will you be here at the end of my rope?
Please stay here and be my hope
Help me go on when there's no one to hold on to
Teach me to trust fully in you
Help me to live my life worthy of your love
Send me grace, the special one from above
Teach me to love though the hurt burns like hell
Replace the hate with your forgiveness and well,
After all, that's been going on with me
I'll love you as hard as it may be!


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No Use...

NO USE

There’s no use trying to hide
What one can't keep inside
But if I show you what I feel
Will you believe it's real?

Cause when things keep going on and on
One might wish they're done
But once you give me a chance
I’ll prove true passion in this romance

There’s no use in trying to contain
The smaller feelings that remain
But if I regret what I say
Will you forgive anyway?

Cause I might say or do stupid things
But when the memory in my head rings
I know I can always come back
I’ll count on you to keep me on track

There’s no use in keeping it all
Cause that would only mark a fall
But if I say that I really do care
Will you promise to be there?

Because I know you can count on this
That when you need my kiss
You’ll have me when you want
And I’ll do even what I can't

There’s no use in holding on
When you're meant to let go and be done
But if I think you might be for me
Will you keep the faith and hope for it to be?

Cause there's much more to faith than hope
But I’ll be there if you ever find end of your rope
And if you need me, anytime of the day
I promise to be there to stay

There’s no use in wanting to keep
Getting out of it, when you're in too deep
But if I run away from thee
Will you come chasing after me?

Cause sometimes I feel oh so afraid
And it all comes out like a wave
But I never meant to hurt you
If I do, please forgive, will you?


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The Loves

THE LOVES


Did I ever tell you how much I loved you?
I guess I don't know how to show you I do!
Baby, you did something to me that I can't explain,
Without you, I know things can never be the same.

And although I feel so selfish to have you only to me,
I love you with such passion that everyone can see,
And though you show it in many ways,
I wish I could stay with you always.

Although this sounds crazy to some,
And maybe to you this will be dumb,
But if I don't tell you, I’m afraid I would melt,
And even then I’d tell you how I felt.

I know I’m far from perfect and good,
But heck! I love you like no one really should,
But I just want you to know that even if it was crime,
I swear to god I’ll make you mine!!

Now I know possessive isn't nice and I shouldn't be,
This selfish and keep you only for me.
But I’m willing to share you with others,
As long as you keep on being my lover.

I know that I won't be the only one,
Or be there every time, like I’d said to some,
Cause I only broke those promises with shame,
And took on more pain and took the blame.

But I know that you'll have a piece inside my soul
And even this may sound so... dull
And if together we were meant to be
I’m sure this way it'll be.

But if not, I’ll still love you,
Maybe as a friend maybe not
But as long as he's our glue
Rest assured he'll keep us hot!


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