whut's wrong with me....?

this is confusing.... how am i supposed to react to it? i mean why is it bothering me so much?
Umm.... what's 'It'?
'It' is the fact that there's new people coming to the city.... like there's these people who are opening a new home here.... and I don't know how to react.... when i first heard these 'news' my negative side jumped up alongside my sarcastic nature and i had all these thoughts that i wondered where they came from.... but thinking about it... it has its good side too.... I mean...
I could be glad:

• cause of the fact that there will be more people to fellowship with
• that more people are coming to help us with our 'flock' even tho they will not be living with us
• there will actually be teen girls around to hang out with (my antisocial side opposes this... )
• cause (as far as i heard) they want to collaborate with us to have activities (donno what)
• and much more.... i think

I could also be mad about:

• the fact that we have been here 'sowing' for 13 years and now that people are finally receptive they decide to show up for the 'reaping'...
• knowing they could have gone to ANY city anywhere in Mex... and they decide THIS city....

ok, ok my selfish nature is being irrational and i should be glad.... but this is still bothering me.... why?!