To you, my soulmate.

Found this in the "Letter's I'll Never Send" collection... while browsing on the web... It seemed sweet, caring... something I would try to say but never dare...
 
To you, my soulmate.
I would give anything to have my 1 dream come true.
That dream is us, us being together forever. Spending my entire life with you, waking up next to your beautiful face every morning.
Please promise me, that you will never give up on us. No matter what obstacles we’ll face in this life that’s ahead of us cause I know we will.
You need to know that you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me, I know I don’t always show it but the moment you came into my life it changed, for the better. I have this amazing person, my soulmate who I care for even more than myself, who I would do anything in the world for in my life, I will never let you go for you’ve become my life.
You’ve taught me how to love, shown me what a bestfriend is, and how lucky I am to have such a special person.
Some say first love never lasts, but it never dies. I want you to be my only love, to always have this fire that burns brighter throughout the years to come.
I love you to the sun and back, forever.

~ Letters I'll Never Send ~

Whazzap!

Its been 20 ages since I've posted here.... and yes, I'm not the only one! Seriously, I only know of one person keeping up with her blog and that's Windy!
Its almost Christmas and things are heeecctiiiccc!! But hey, I'm alive... kinda! Oh hey, do you like my new template? :) soo ... christmassy :D
So what is up? a lot....

• Im going to Baja California for Christmas
• New years MIGHT be crappy...
• I'm back from the border... which by what I hear is like war zone... (No i did not see anything drastic TG!)
• In this last week i broke 6 of my most fundamental rules to live by! (I feel like I'm 18 :D)
• I need to sleep!
• I'm happy ... kinda... at least in my mind I'm happy :D
• Aaaaannnndd...... I love a lot of people!! yeah you know who you are!

 I will post when I post... maybe on Christas to tell you about my adventures in Baja California... otherwise I will see you when I do!
Woohoo!! Happy Christmas!!
Cheerz!

Birhtday thoughts....

I really should be sleeping... I have a long day tomorrow starting at 6, a dog sleep-walking at my feet and a super tired mind that really can't think... I'mma need a monster drink soon! :D... But i have decided to post anyway... cause I think I need to update... and I feel like writing things down... for the record...

I know this is the beginning of the rest of my life, and things will be as i make them... but today some things were just out of my control and that kinda frustrated me. I think I'm some sort of a control freak... or just really grouchy cos I slept 6 hours last night and I've only got 4 and a half to go on tonight... I really hope I don't faint! it should be a bad start to my year. Anyways.
I kinda feel like my time is running short... there's not enough.... I'm 18! I mean... yeah I really can't panic right now, in a state of half-asleep/half-dead.
In the last 2 days I... found out I'm terrified of big cities... and I panicked and I almost died ... and I learnt that some things I just should stop controlling and Let The Lord do his part... and trust him TRUST HIM!!! and just ... be patient and know he has his perfect timing. and one more thing... He knows best!!
Also I wanna thank all the wonderful people who made my birthday amazing... let me say that again... AMAZING!!! you guys totally rock!!!... You have no idea how many times I've been on the verge of tears for no reason today.... all of you made me smile, laugh and (yeah...) cry... in happiness tfor having you here for me! :D (and because you're all so wonderful!) I totally love you!!! like a million! and I'm soo thankful You're in my life!!
I better sleep now... time is going by fast and I won't be able to sleep at all
sincerely my 18th birthday.... BRING IT ON BABY!!!

Chris!

-Giggles- Would I sound madly in love and a bit biased if I post another post on this man? The man whom I love like no other and whom I have already posted about.... and I still want to post more :D
Well lucky for me, it's his birthday and there is noo way Im'ma gonna pass on this ooportunity to blog about him :D:D
So here's to Chris....

May all your dreams come true
and that sparkle stay in your eye
May you always remember I love you
here's to you, my only guy :)

May the Lord bless you even more
and your life be full of joy!
And that smile you always wore
never wear out of your face my dear boy!

But over all, may your love for him grow
and with each day that passes by
Through the high times ... and the low
May you never give up, and always give it another try.

..... well that was that .... a midnight/last moment composition :)
And may you always remeber, I love you!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!