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Guys... this totally made me smile!!!  cuteness!!

Gabooooooo....

Gabooo.... curly fries person-brother :P you're OLD with a capital OLD :P lol yeha lamo i know but whatever. Hope you have a ton and a half of fun!! and that life makes this year as awseome as youa re :D:D Love you and have a great year!!

Nicie :)

To an older sister whom I dearly love.
I truly admire you! and I have to say you're one of the best sisters life could have awarded me with. You taught me a lot thought the years and for that I am truly greatful!
I pray you have a wonderful birthday! and that you enjoy this year to th ful! may it be the best it can be!
Lots of love and well-wishes to you!!

Angels!

There are many people who have left an impact in my life... some i've known for a lifetime... others I'm getting to know better... truth is, if only I could count up the people who I love and have been true angels in my life... this post would never end! so I'll mention a few... who in my opinion, deserve honorable mention today :)
(Not in order of importance....)

 And a few more..... I really didn't have pics of.... :D
guys, you've made a difference in my life ... and for that I thank you! :)

Optimist :)

A sigh and a smile...

Ok right I know you missed me.... or didn't really it doesn't make much diff... I just feel like posting... you know late-night posts :) actually I will post parts of drafts and make one post... just so i can get over them :D too many drafts make me worry and I feel like I haven't posted in a while... they also leave the impression that i've still got to do this... Its good for me to try and spread the insanity a bit... helps to know i'm not the only crazy one in the planet :P
So let me do this....
I'm smiling and I know why... there is someone in my mind... apart from that well life has treated me fair... I really can't complain :) actually, I'm in utter bliss! .... OK.. It's sugar high :D:D... but I'm happy ok?! :D and my fingers just aren't enough to count those things making me happy right now :). No, there is nothing special going on... or anything out of the norm... I'm just "happy"... you know?
Things aren't exceptionally great or earier to bear but somehow I have certain assurance that everything will turn out right in the end... the best part is that things don't even have to make sense right now! :):)
I know I have taken ages to post somehting but hey... life's busy and I'm too... aside from that here's what i've been up to lately...

• After going to school for 2 weeks and missing out on a week of studies, I successfully passed my 3 tests last weekend!! :):) (please applaud... it was one of those tests i'd been having trouble with... 3 fails)
• A few days ago the phone stopped working... we called the phone company but it seems we'll be excomunicated for the weekend.... how grand :D
• My hair is now black... there's really no big difference to the dark brown it used to be... had a crazy moment and dyed it for the first time...
• I'm in love... and just the thoughtof him is enough to make me grin widely! :D
• I'm almost done with HS...  every day I'm a step closer to the end...
• I'm alive! I'm thankful I get another day, another chance to make a difference in someone else's life
• Um.... I'm leaving soon!! like really freakishly soon!! leaving where? um... that's confidential :D but i'll let you know later ;)
• I'm off to bed... ahh sheer bliss!! :)

 Righto... won't want to waste your time here for too long... I'll post soon ... i think :D

Scout Afternoon....

If you could only see my bruises you would understand the pain i'm in at this very moment....
I found out that life is brutal... it really is! and scouts... well they prepare you for it... it starts off as an ok thing... then it goes on to be a bit more and then ... a bit more... till you get bruises... like the ones i have on my arm. When my mom saw them and she was like "Woah ... they really beat you up"... well no i didn't get beaten... these bruises were all part of the fun!! Wether or not it was worth it... I'm still deciding.... but sure as hell it was fun!!!

ok first we got together and decided on the activities... we played some brutal games... then we talked a bit and the end....

Fine... I'll just post pics.... like a story... and I'll let you see for yourself....

We had to tie someone else's extremities... no one won :P

It was... interesting

Waiting...

and everyone got to play against everyone :P

and you know... nobody won :O

being harassed...

Ok... so what's wrong with this picture?

and its wrong in this one too... :S

in this particular game we all lock our arms together and pull untill someone lets go... that was... painful

I, and these 2 other girls just couldn't take it :D

Aand we're gonna fall over them

Right so this guy sat on me! like... 20 times that day... so i made him pay by having him carry me around like a horse :P

we played the "dragon" game ... here, we make like a trian and tie somthign to the back person while the other team tries to pull it off... :)... we won!

Reflection moment...

caught off guard

Closing time...

Group pic...

So in the end we all came back with bruises and scratches in places never thought of.... but damn did I enjoy it... to the MAX!! :)

Friday

Its friday....

i like my body when it is with your

i like my body when it is with your

body.  It is so quite new a thing.

Muscles better and nerves more.

i like your body.  i like what it does,

i like its hows.  i like to feel the spine

of your body and its bones, and the trembling

-firm-smooth ness and which i will

again and again and again

kiss,  i like kissing this and that of you,

i like, slowly stroking the, shocking fuzz

of your electric fur, and what-is-it comes

over parting flesh… And eyes big love-crumbs,

and possibly i like the thrill

of under me you so quite new

~E.E.Cummings... 

Scout girl...

And yet it seems all i post about is scouts... but i have reasons ok?! I have good excuses that will maybe probably change your mind if you think that .... well.. my life completely revolves around scouts...
Now if that is your asssumption... think twice. here's why i post mostly about scouts.. :P

• They totally rock!!... ok good and bad excuse but hey... they do
• Theyre brutal!! and awesome like that :P 
• and that's where i get more pictures... if i could i would carry the camera around and post about every single thing that makes me smile... and you would like it... its an idea... and i could maybe work on it sometime... as for now.. scouts carry the camera...
• Plus... I get the pictures faster and even better... on Facebook. why is that so good...? cause i can just get the link from there and post it directly here... that's why. 
• They're fun
• and most importantly... I like them :) :P 

So yeah... deal with it ok? I will now go on with my 'scout' post....

What happened on Saturday was priceless... for me. I changed form being to 'a blue scout' to a 'red scout'... blue's got together to make this awesome "Goodbye ceremony" and red's got together to say "Welcome". I guess it happens that I 'clicked' more with the red's than the blue's so I asked to "Get my pass" (because I am now of enought age) to be a red.
So now I changed from being "The blue spot" to being a red one. And I will tell you ibn pictures how it happened....
I don't have pics of the first part but mostly we walked around the park where the blue's said their goodbye's wishing me the best and all that when i 'crossed to where i was taken by the reds'  is where the pictures begin...

I was blindfolded and taken to where they had 'prepared a place' for me to join...

blindfolded...

Looking lik a real idiot after taking my blindfold off...

So they explain to me what being a 'red' is all about... a bit of the philosophy... pretty awesome stuff. :)

I got to strip for them....

Thankfully I was wearing something under that blue shirt....

And now I'm a red....

They explain a bit more aout what its all about...

I 'retook' my promise... I was dead serious when I made it :D

I get some red thingy's to wear around my socks... :)

And a bit more explaining....

Solemn moment...

A "welcome to the (red scout) family" hug :)

And a scout salute :)

A little torwards the end... (notice my stained butt... i kept falling off :P)

Being the 'blue spot' for a moment... :P

Awesome ppl :)

Scout girl...

On the way back home...

And so ends my epic tale on the scouts. I will post someitme soon... I dunno when but I will do my best to keep you updated on my aweosme life :P