To you, my soulmate.

Found this in the "Letter's I'll Never Send" collection... while browsing on the web... It seemed sweet, caring... something I would try to say but never dare...
 
To you, my soulmate.
I would give anything to have my 1 dream come true.
That dream is us, us being together forever. Spending my entire life with you, waking up next to your beautiful face every morning.
Please promise me, that you will never give up on us. No matter what obstacles we’ll face in this life that’s ahead of us cause I know we will.
You need to know that you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me, I know I don’t always show it but the moment you came into my life it changed, for the better. I have this amazing person, my soulmate who I care for even more than myself, who I would do anything in the world for in my life, I will never let you go for you’ve become my life.
You’ve taught me how to love, shown me what a bestfriend is, and how lucky I am to have such a special person.
Some say first love never lasts, but it never dies. I want you to be my only love, to always have this fire that burns brighter throughout the years to come.
I love you to the sun and back, forever.

~ Letters I'll Never Send ~

Whazzap!

Its been 20 ages since I've posted here.... and yes, I'm not the only one! Seriously, I only know of one person keeping up with her blog and that's Windy!
Its almost Christmas and things are heeecctiiiccc!! But hey, I'm alive... kinda! Oh hey, do you like my new template? :) soo ... christmassy :D
So what is up? a lot....

• Im going to Baja California for Christmas
• New years MIGHT be crappy...
• I'm back from the border... which by what I hear is like war zone... (No i did not see anything drastic TG!)
• In this last week i broke 6 of my most fundamental rules to live by! (I feel like I'm 18 :D)
• I need to sleep!
• I'm happy ... kinda... at least in my mind I'm happy :D
• Aaaaannnndd...... I love a lot of people!! yeah you know who you are!

 I will post when I post... maybe on Christas to tell you about my adventures in Baja California... otherwise I will see you when I do!
Woohoo!! Happy Christmas!!
Cheerz!

Birhtday thoughts....

I really should be sleeping... I have a long day tomorrow starting at 6, a dog sleep-walking at my feet and a super tired mind that really can't think... I'mma need a monster drink soon! :D... But i have decided to post anyway... cause I think I need to update... and I feel like writing things down... for the record...

I know this is the beginning of the rest of my life, and things will be as i make them... but today some things were just out of my control and that kinda frustrated me. I think I'm some sort of a control freak... or just really grouchy cos I slept 6 hours last night and I've only got 4 and a half to go on tonight... I really hope I don't faint! it should be a bad start to my year. Anyways.
I kinda feel like my time is running short... there's not enough.... I'm 18! I mean... yeah I really can't panic right now, in a state of half-asleep/half-dead.
In the last 2 days I... found out I'm terrified of big cities... and I panicked and I almost died ... and I learnt that some things I just should stop controlling and Let The Lord do his part... and trust him TRUST HIM!!! and just ... be patient and know he has his perfect timing. and one more thing... He knows best!!
Also I wanna thank all the wonderful people who made my birthday amazing... let me say that again... AMAZING!!! you guys totally rock!!!... You have no idea how many times I've been on the verge of tears for no reason today.... all of you made me smile, laugh and (yeah...) cry... in happiness tfor having you here for me! :D (and because you're all so wonderful!) I totally love you!!! like a million! and I'm soo thankful You're in my life!!
I better sleep now... time is going by fast and I won't be able to sleep at all
sincerely my 18th birthday.... BRING IT ON BABY!!!

Chris!

-Giggles- Would I sound madly in love and a bit biased if I post another post on this man? The man whom I love like no other and whom I have already posted about.... and I still want to post more :D
Well lucky for me, it's his birthday and there is noo way Im'ma gonna pass on this ooportunity to blog about him :D:D
So here's to Chris....

May all your dreams come true
and that sparkle stay in your eye
May you always remember I love you
here's to you, my only guy :)

May the Lord bless you even more
and your life be full of joy!
And that smile you always wore
never wear out of your face my dear boy!

But over all, may your love for him grow
and with each day that passes by
Through the high times ... and the low
May you never give up, and always give it another try.

..... well that was that .... a midnight/last moment composition :)
And may you always remeber, I love you!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Cause Chris is Aweosme Like That!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Bro!!!
 I sure hope this year has been one of the best! filled with fun and all those things you really like....

Like the funny times....

And the silly times...

And the foolish times

Cheers to you on your Birthday! For a better and greater year!
See you soon!

My Cervantino! pt. 2

DAy 2 ... resume:

Woke up early... I sunbathed, we had awesome inspiration in my girl's tent, Had breakfast and this awesome class, got ready to witness and went downtown free hugging and prayign with people. I helped at the prophecy tent and got a ton of coffe... went back to the campsite to dinner and had an awesome party where i saw sandy overly happy to meet keith... and danced with a few guys... did not do anything i wouldn't hve done :P drank a bit... and enjoyed myself... went inside the tent till 7 am...

Awesome hatties

with windy too!

I really don't know what's happening

Claraaa

Free Hugging

The prophecy tent!

with Windy!

Awesome faces

Tadaah!

Shhh

See I'm soo strong!

Aand (coincidentially) there was no pictures of the partay.... so I'll post my last post on Cervy laterz!

MY Cervantino! pt. 1

~You don't see life how it is... you see life how you are!----(i forgot who said that)
...That was a quote from the last (and my only) class they gave at the Cervantino Camp that really spoke to me. So as my opening, I will relate to you how My Cervantino was :D (ahem so you might see how I was...)
Firstly... Cervantino is a yearly arts festival held in honor of Miguel de Cervantes in the city of Guanajuato here in Mexico lasting a whole month. People from all over the world come to see it.
Secondly.... TFI members organized something very similar to a camp... we all took tents and camped out in a campground away from the city... arghh vut the crao righto? I'm sure you're all dying to see the pictures well ... I won't stop you!
day 1 for me resume:
I finished my tests, went to pack, travelled to Gto., We got lost downtown, met up with TFI members, did free hugging, went back to camp, stayed at the bonfire till 6 am, 1 hour and a half of cold, miserable, and painful sleeping... once the sun came up... I sunbathed....

Guanajuato

The tunnels

On the way to free hugging

Us girls

Kev and Sandy!

By the fire to keep warm

This is the first of 3 or more parts ok?! now bugger off  till I write the other ones! muahahha till then... see you later aligaters!

Feeling good...

I feel good!! things have been going soo well... in some ways ... and in others well.. I'll just have to wait and see... so far, so good!
as of now this has been the best November I've had! and I'll tell you why and post along those lines... later on :D so here's what's been happening in a nutshell...

• I attended Cervantinoo!! which BTW was tootally aweosme! I would not have changed it for anything in the world!!
• I saw all the people that seemed impossible to see before I left overseas!!! at the same timee!!! how totally awesome is that!?
• I started learning how to play the Cello! soon enough I will be playing some amazing Bach songs ;)
• I spent a week in Morelia!! which was amazing! and now I miss my girls!...
• I cooked and baked and was at my happiest! yaaayy!!
• Went to the scouts this last Saturday and maan! it was preatty... (what is  that word?)  heavy-duty :D

Aanyways this is a bit exciting.... be on the lookout for the "Cervantino Series"!

Tech Support

Why is it called "Technical Support" if technically they really can't 'support' me....?
No I'm serious! I was off limits on the internet for a bit... A bout a week or so ago we called our phone company to change our original modem which had been giving us too many problems. A day later they gave us the new one and well I was a bit over frustrated as our newly adquired modem was not exactly working. So I called in for help and this is how it went when I called Tech support:

Him... "Hello this is ---- thank you for calling out tech support, to whom am I speaking?"
 "Um hi this is (me)"
"Hello miss, can i help you?"
No shit! what do you think I called for? to say hi or something? "Yeah our newly adquired modem isn't working properly"
"Yes, can you tell me the model number and name?"
Rolls eyes "Yeah its ----"
"Alright, before I start can I ask what your phone number is? So I can check your line in case of any abnormalities."
Oh, dare you try to call me and I'll have you fired "It's ------"
"Aside from your (company name) email adress, do you have another email I could send information to?"
Yah well not like I can get your emails anyways if my STUPID INTERNET IS NOT WORKING!! "Um yah, it's ---------."
"Ok i need you to navigate to (such and such page)"
Um... I just said there's no internet... are you deaf or something? "Alright." (I do as I'm told and hey there is such an offline page... A user/password pop up window appears...) "Ahem... it seems like I'm in need of a user and its password."
"Yes, use ---- user and ----- password and let me know when you go in"
I go in. "Ok, I'm in."
(Anyways after trying and again for him to figure out what the problem was and nothing seemed to be working...)
A few minutes later.... -him- "Ok it seems like you need to restart your modem, please insert a pin right where the 'restart' button is. This may take a few seconds"
I do so... "Ok... its not working"
...And more minutes later....
"Ok there seems to be a problem wiht your (another) new user account and password, it seems to take about 10 minutes so the systems can figure it out. I will call you when we do."
-sigh- and an angry face "Alright."
5 minutes later the phone rings....
"Hello this is ----- calling you from tech support"
Rolls eyes. "Yes this is (me)."
"Alright we have just tested your account and your password in a lab here and it seems to be working right. you can now try once more."
Grrrrr "Ok." -silence- "It's not working."
""Ok, let me go check (somewhere else) why."
Stupid idiots why can't they just fix it! seriously! "sure..."
So the man puts me on hold and I'm wating.... for what seems like a long, long time....
He's back... "Yes, there seems to be a problem..." (DEAR TOMATOES, SERIOUSLY?!) "...and I will have to go down to central to see why you're not getting our signal. The service will be available from 24 thru 72 hours from now."
DUDE! I DON'T HAVE 24 HOURS!"Um... ok..."
"Is there anythign else I can help you with?"
If you couldn't help me with this, you really can't help me at all! So let me get this straight.... "So there will be no internet service for the next 24 thru 72 hours??!" sound desperate...
"No miss, but you can always use the "Dial-up" service, only that will cut your phone line."
Well, will you tell me something I don't already know?! "um... ok."
"And remember there are over 2000 free wi-fi spots scattered all over Mexico, all you have to do is find one near you and access freely with your new account and password"
-sigh- seriously? you want me to get out of my cozy warm house to find a wi-fi hotsopt in the middle of the freezing night? "Um... ok..."
"So is there anything else I can assist you with?"
Are you serious? anything ELSE? what did you help me with? "Erm... no."
-silence- "Are you sure?"
Heck yeah I'm sure! right now I want to just hang up on you for not halping me at all! "Yes, I am sure. Thank you."
"Alright well, I can help you by tutoring you around finding another way to connect to the internet..."
Ugh, will he ever hang up? "No, thank you."
"Alright miss, thank you for calling our tech support, have good night"
"Yeah..." whatever....

Ok that did not go so well ... when I hung up I was even more annoyed at the Good-for-nothing phone company...
Eventually our phone line was restored... and thankfully I was not here for the week it did not work yaay! :P as of now... I still think we need another phone company :D

A little more...

This is a prayer from me to my most beloved in the universe. After a few issues I had with some people at an event I found out I needed some attitude adjustment and I just can't do that by myself.... so I wrote this, from my heart to his!

A Little More

Jesus, please help me to be....

A little more patient, a bit more meek;

a little less selfish, a bit more sweet.

A little more loving, a bit more kind,

a little less doubtful; please give me your mind.

A little more warm, a bit less sane,

a little more thoughtful; a bit less vain.

A little more brigther for the world to see;

a little more of you and a bit less of me.

~Ester

More art...

A couple of weeks ago i took some time to get back to my art... it had been quite some time and it really helped to get my mind out of the rubble it had been in... yes, i think drawing is like a therapy and for me specially ... who at all times have so much in my mind... it gave me some(one) thing to concentrate on for a bit .... and now for the grand masterpiece.....

So far it has been the best drawing I've ever done! and tho it did take some time, it was completely worth it :)

ok fine...

I know I have been delaying this... but... I will ... once I get back home... post about my awesome adventures at the Cervantino ok? .... Yes, I could easily do it right here and right now with some pictures Windy put up on Facebook but... I need MINE!! in MY (dad's) camera ... its just not the same you know? cause people were there longer than i they have many more pictures of things.... and stuff and people... so pleese bear wid me.. I have videos ok?! :D and btw... I know absolutely nothing about video editing so the videos will come out raw :O... IF they do... :D .... so coming soon to a blog near you... seriously if you don't see them here, you'll see them in Windy's blog and its all over Facebook! and man its gonna be a long post... :D so gimme timeee ok?

3 Things in life...

True Story

Guaranteed to make you smile... especially since its a true story.

On July 20, 1969, as commander of the apollo 11 Lunar Module, Neil Armstrong was the first person to set foot on the moon. His first words, after stepping on the moon, "That's one small step for man, one giant leap for mankind," were televised to earth and heard by millions.
But just before he reentered the lander he made the enigmatic remark "Good luck Mr. Gorsky."
Many people at NASA thought it was a casual remark concerning some rival Soviet cosmonaut. However, upon checking, there was no Gorsky in either the Russian or American Space Programs.
Over the years many people questioned Armstrong as to what the "Good luck, Mr. Gorsky" statement meant, but Armstrong always just smiled.
On July 5, 1995, in Tampa Bay, Florida, while answering questions following a speech, a reporter brought up the 26-year old question to Armstrong.
This time he finally responded. Mr. Gorsky had died, so Neil Armstrong felt he could answer the question.
In 193 when he was a kid in a small midwest town, he was playing baseball with a friend in the backyard. His friend hit the ball, which landed in his neighbors yard by the bedroom windows. His neighbors were Mr. and Mrs. Gorsky. As he leaned down to pick up the ball, young Armstrong heard Mrs. Gorsky shouting at Mr. Gorsky. "SEX! YOU WANT SEX?! You'll get sex when the kid next door walks on the moon!!!"
True Story!

What everybody needs is....

Charles Schultz Philosophy

The following is the philosophy of Charles Schultz , the creator of the "Peanuts" comic strip. You don't have to actually answer the questions. Just read  straight through, and you'll get the point.

1. Name the five wealthiest people in the world .

2. Name the last five Heisman trophy winners.

3. Name the last five winners of the Miss America Contest.

4. Name ten people who have won the Nobel or Pulitzer Prize.

5. Name the last half dozen Academy Award winners for best actor and actress.

6. Name the last decade's worth of World Series winners.






How did you do?

The point is, none of us remember the headliners of yesterday. They are not second-rate achievers. They are the best in their fields. But the applause dies. Awards tarnish. Achievements are forgotten. Accolades and certificates are buried with their owners.





Here's another quiz. See how you do on this one:

1. List a few teachers who aided your journey through school...

2. Name three friends who have helped you through a difficult time.

3. Name five people who have taught you something worthwhile.

4. Think of a few people who have made you feel appreciated and special.

5. Think of five people you enjoy spending time with.





Easier?
I love this!

The lesson: The people who make a difference in your life are NOT the ones with the most credentials, the most money, or the most awards. They are the ones who care.



"Don't worry about the world coming to an end today.

It's already tomorrow in Australia ..."

Charles Schultz

Stupid .... hehehe

Tee-hee... I saw ths one a firends status update... hehehe -too good-

Please put this on your status if you know or are related to someone who suffers from sheer stupidity. Stupidity is real and should be taken seriously. You could be sitting next to a sufferer right now. There is still no known cure for stupidity and sympathy does not help. But we ...can............ raise awareness. 93% won't copy and paste this because they don't know how to copy and paste

My blog...

...seriously needs updating! Its been... a while now... and hey... I'm uh... back? -sigh- I guess my busy-ness is due to ... yes the evil evil tests!!
So anyways I will update you... in every possible way... between the next few...days i hope...
There is so much happening, there is no time and I need to think!
soo in the next posts I will feature.....

• Rover Scout... (yeah another scout story)
• My tests!
• What's up?!
• and um much more.... :D

.... Cheers

“The principal mark of genius is not perfection but originality, the opening of new frontiers”

 

 

The Glass...

...... I dunno what to think about the glass...

Sandy!

Puukiss!!! -siigh- you're OLD! -giggles- and I'm old :P (how old now 57?)
Dearie, you've been the best of the bestsest friends!!! in all my greatest memories its you there! ever since weeeeeeeee (that's boogah translation for a long-long time :D) whether its barbies or christmas plays or your cats :P stealing cookies, going to the park, painting half our faces black, being complete freaks and the dinosaur.... long walks in the park and a certain soccer game in the rain :D.... stalking the neighbor and having a random weirdo stalk me back :P
you've made life a piece of heaven and today I wish i was there to make yours one too.... 
I hope (and i really really do!) that we get to see each other soooon!!! (like before i go to Africa soon!) and that this year/day/time (whatever) is like the greatest most awesomest and incredible time of your life!!! you only turn 16 once! so seize the day and don't waste time being an old lady! :D you truly are the best friend I've had! :) I love youu!!

Taylor Mali Poem

Well now... this is what I call poetry

This man....

This man....

·     Alters my pulse considerably

·     Is respectable

·     and honest

·     Has earnead my admiration

·     Is a Sag :D

·     Is way too amazing

·     Totally rocks!!!

·     Is a wonderful poet

·     Has stolen my heart

·     Is absolutely goregous (physically and otherwise)

·     Changed my life considerably

·     Melted my icy heart

·     Means the world to me...

·     Had shown me a lot!

·     Is a big part of my biggest dream

·     Never ceases to amaze me

·     Is a missionary

·     Loves my Jesus

·     I love him and he..

·     ... Loves me

And if I were to sum up all of those things I would like to point out... just so you can see how truly amazing he is... and how lucky I feel to have him as part of my life... seriously this post would never end! :D

So from my heart to "This man" who means the world to me....

~--A.J.

9 Superhero pickup lines

For a laugh ... :)

You must be a bad girl, because my spidey senses sure are tingling south.

I hope you don't mind heat, cause I've gotta strong urge to get my flame on.

Don't worry, babe, I'm only quick on my feet.

Put me in the right mood, and I can be be a beast in bed. Literally.

My metal suit isn't the only reason they call me Iron Man.

Ever hook up with a god? Didn't think so.

I may be blind, but my braille skills tell me you've got some fine humps.

You'll be surprised to learn that I really have no weakness, especially in my "crib tonight."

I'm Batman.

Save the Duck

Guys... this totally made me smile!!!  cuteness!!

Gabooooooo....

Gabooo.... curly fries person-brother :P you're OLD with a capital OLD :P lol yeha lamo i know but whatever. Hope you have a ton and a half of fun!! and that life makes this year as awseome as youa re :D:D Love you and have a great year!!

Nicie :)

To an older sister whom I dearly love.
I truly admire you! and I have to say you're one of the best sisters life could have awarded me with. You taught me a lot thought the years and for that I am truly greatful!
I pray you have a wonderful birthday! and that you enjoy this year to th ful! may it be the best it can be!
Lots of love and well-wishes to you!!

Angels!

There are many people who have left an impact in my life... some i've known for a lifetime... others I'm getting to know better... truth is, if only I could count up the people who I love and have been true angels in my life... this post would never end! so I'll mention a few... who in my opinion, deserve honorable mention today :)
(Not in order of importance....)

 And a few more..... I really didn't have pics of.... :D
guys, you've made a difference in my life ... and for that I thank you! :)