12.3.10

whut's wrong with me....?

this is confusing.... how am i supposed to react to it? i mean why is it bothering me so much?
Umm.... what's 'It'?
'It' is the fact that there's new people coming to the city.... like there's these people who are opening a new home here.... and I don't know how to react.... when i first heard these 'news' my negative side jumped up alongside my sarcastic nature and i had all these thoughts that i wondered where they came from.... but thinking about it... it has its good side too.... I mean...
I could be glad:
  • cause of the fact that there will be more people to fellowship with
  • that more people are coming to help us with our 'flock' even tho they will not be living with us
  • there will actually be teen girls around to hang out with (my antisocial side opposes this... )
  • cause (as far as i heard) they want to collaborate with us to have activities (donno what)
  • and much more.... i think
I could also be mad about:
  • the fact that we have been here 'sowing' for 13 years and now that people are finally receptive they decide to show up for the 'reaping'...
  • knowing they could have gone to ANY city anywhere in Mex... and they decide THIS city....
ok, ok my selfish nature is being irrational and i should be glad.... but this is still bothering me.... why?!

5 comments:

Windy said...

Who's moving?

Chris said...

Don't worry Es...I know how you feel:) Some new ppl moved here a few months ago (same idea, reaping/sowing etc) and then a month ago ANOTHER new home opened so yah...
I will pray for you and keep being your beautiful, positive, sexy, and funny-but-not-too-sarcastic self--and you'll do just fine! :D:D

Meggy said...

hey Windy..isn't this Joseph and Sarah's fam??

Alice J. said...

Um no these are other ppl. umm Argentinian/Spanish FGA's
David and Susana or sumthing....

Kwan said...

Maybe its cus you feel like this is your property? like "hey their coming into my place invading my privacy" who knows! maybe its excitement!! and you can't wait to get to know them!!(I wonder why??) well whatever the reason my be you need to flow with the "Change Journey"love you Ali!!

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